A Gift, on your special day…

अबतक सोच रही थी लिखू या रहने दू वो जझबात ….क्योंकी पता हैं दोस्त को प्यार जताना आसान होता हैं। पर वही जो दोस्त भी हो और माँ भी तो थोडा मुश्कील होता हैं।
अपनों को कहीं बार हम granted लेतें हैं सोचते हैं अपनें ही तो हैं, समज जायेंगे …व्यस्त हो जाते हैं अपनें कामों में …जब एहसास होता हैं तब भावनायें बहने लगती हैं रूकतीं नहीं …

भावनांना भाषेची गरज नसते गं, पण त्या व्यक्त करण्यासाठी शब्दांची गरज मात्र असते आणि शब्द हे भाषेच्या चौकटीत बांधले जातात. तुला माहित आहे म्हणूनच आजच्या दिवशी तुझ्यासाठी मराठीत लिहित आहे गं !
बाकी सर्व जगासाठी मी व्यक्त होत असते पण तुझ्यासमोर तुझ्याबद्दल कधीच काही बोलत नाही. किती साधी आहेस गं तु पण विचारांनी तितकिच महान !!
तु खुप शिक्षण घेतले नाही पण तुझं नेहमी सर्व काही स्पष्ट असते कुठलाच गोंधळ नसतो मनात म्हणूनच आम्ही तिघेही हवं ते बोलतो आणि तु प्रत्येक वेळी आमच्या समस्या दूर करते. खूप हलके झाल्यासारके वाटते नंतर . तु इतके पटकन निर्णय कसे घेत असते गं ? आणि त्यावर ठाम ही राहते. हे माझ्यासाठी खुप प्रेरणादायी आहे.
घरी आल्यावर सर्वांत पहिले डोळे नेहमी तुला शोधत असतात.तु घरात असली कि छान वाटते भलेही मी तुझ्या सोबत बोलतही नसेन तुझ्या सोबत नटके भांडण झाले असेल तरीही…पण कान नेहमी तो एकच आवाज ऐकण्यासाठी आतुरलेले असतात -“नको नाटक करू चल जेवायला”…बस तेवढ्याने राग थोडा का होईना पातळ होतो .
जेव्हा तुला बरं वाटत नसते तेव्हा घरात भयाण शांतता पसरते …किती सावरले तरीही आमच्या काळजाचा जणू ठोकाच चुकतो…ही भयाण शांततेची सावली तेव्हाच संपते जेव्हा तुझ्या चेहऱ्यावरचे तेज पुर्ववत होते. तु घरी नसते तेव्हा खुपच अस्वस्थ होते…
घराला घरपण येणे काय असते हे तेव्हां कळते जेव्हा तू गावावरून परत येते ; आणि मी स्वयंपाक घरात केलेला पसारा पाहून बोलायला सुरुवात करते .
तेव्हां तुझा पारा चढलेला असतो आणि माझ्या हास्याचा बुडबुडा तोंडावर ठेवलेल्या हाताच्या बाहेर येण्यासाठी धडपडत असतो…वाईट वाटते जेव्हा खरोखर तू चिडते आणि बोलते पण सर्वांत वाईट तेव्हा वाटते जेव्हा तू सुहास ची बाजू सावरते आणि माझ्यापेक्षा जास्त सुहासला जीव लावते😁…
आमच्या जगात असलेली Perfection ची नेमकी व्याख्या काय बरं हे अजून मलाच नाही उमगले ….पण तु केलेला स्वयंपाक ,तु माझ्यासाठी घेतलेला ड्रेस ,तु एखाद्या व्यक्तीबद्दल बनवलेले मत ,तु परिस्थिती पाहून घेतलेला निर्णय नेहमीच मला Perfect वाटला …
आमच्या जगात सामील होण्याचा नेहमीच प्रयत्न तु करते .आम्ही दोघांनी वापरलेले इंग्रजी शब्द जेव्हा तु बोलतांनी वापरते ना तर खरंच उच्चार ऐकून पोट धरून हसण्याची पाळी येते …किती गं तो innocence!!.. जिथे मी सर्वच संपवायला निघाले होते तिथे तू थांबवले आणि माझी खरया अर्थाने मैत्रीण झालीस.आता तर तू माझ्याच मैत्रिणीं सोबत माझ्या चुगल्या करते …हसत हसत सर्व मिळून माझी उडवतात!!! तुझ्या चेहऱ्यावरचे हसू नेहमीच सर्वांना प्रसन्न करते घरात सकारात्मक ऊर्जा निर्माण करते ..
एक आई ,मुलगी,बहिण,बायको,आत्या, वहिनी, मामी,आजी या सर्वच नात्यांना नेहमीच साजेसे वागली …सर्वांना संभाळून घेतले …हवं तेव्हा प्रत्येकाच्या मदतीला धावून गेलीस…काकू असून रिद्धी सिद्धी ला आईसारखे प्रेम दिले …मला तर भरभरून…म्हणून तुच खरी perfection ची व्याख्या वाटते…
तु आमच्या सर्वांसाठी प्राणवायू आहेस गं…अगदी सर्वच काही..शेवटी हेच म्हणणार- Happy birthday Mammi🎂🎊💐🌱💛
I love you Mammi to the moon and back 😘♥

Your’s daughter only,
-Mai
(Bhagyashri Bhilore)



रंग…

बेरंग होकर ,
रंग में वो ढल गये !
सोचते खुदको खोकर,
कहाँ गलत हम हो गये ?

विचार हुए परावर्तित,
तो रंगीन हैं दुनिया !
सोच हुई अपवर्तित ,
तभी सब बढ़िया ।

भोला ना बन,
झोल ने बताया !
ना खोल अपना दामन,
क्योंकी गोल हैं दुनिया !

पैगाम जो आया वक्त का
खोजते रह गए रंग अपना !
फैसला हुआ सब का,
जालीम हैं यह जमाना !

फरमान जो निकली,
भर दिया सही-गलत का जुर्माना ।
अब रंग अपने बन गये पहेली,
जब सरलता शब्द हो गया पुराना !

●Warm Regards ●

from –

Bhagyashri Bhilore 🤗💚💙❤…

Plant a sapling to be truly Thankful ….

One day I received a call from my friend. She said -‘Yar please send me Rs.500 urgently using Google pay if you have enough balance in account. I will return you later.’
I sent her and she was done with her work. I received a call from her again for saying -“Thank you yar !!”
I said casually -‘Are yar ab thank you bolegi kya? If you truly want to be thankful then give me a party or else plant a tree… What’s say?’
She responded positively for both and we hung up the phone call.
Later, I realise the sentence “Plant a sapling if you want to be thankful” came out of my mind so randomly. There wasn’t enough thought process behind for the same. I was truly surprised !!
I started pondering on it…Bunch of thoughts started running up like light rays…Is saying thank you to a person who contributed a lot in your life is enough?? Giving gifts to people and wishing your close ones on their special days does really make you thankful? Expressing your feelings to your love ones occasionally is enough? To be grateful to people who helped you grow is enough?
Love, hatred,fear of judgement, resentment, misunderstandings, thankfulness, etc. feelings are indispensable part of human life.
Do you think these feelings of you at one point of your life for a particular person continues till the end with the same intensity?
No!! right? It goes on like a sinusoidal wave with varying amplitude for each one of us. Because of innate nature, we do forget things. It happens and it’s natural.
So how can we be consistent with our own feelings of thankfulness for the people who contributed in our life by one way or the other?
It’s the consciousness which can make us realise. Many times we loose it due to fog generated by insecurities,needs,wants, greed etc.factors inside of our mind. We starts looking outside of very own self and feels alone. This intends us for seeking out to resources which can bring us back to the natural state.
From the above incident of phone call I realise why not to plant a tree or a sapling to be truly thankful to people after their help and for our love ones to be consistent with our feelings for them.
My mother and father both have habit of gardening they do like doing such things. Luckily, I also love gardening. After this thought, I planted up a sapling in our front yard which has blossom recently. Believe me it really relives !! While nourishing, it provides me a space to think and reflect upon my own feelings and on thoughts generated by incidences. It does soothe me. It makes me thankful again towards people and ultimately it reconnects me within. I found it’s a good way to contribute towards environment and to be thankful to the nature.
So let’s plant a sapling to be truly thankful 😊♥

Regards,
-Bhagyashri Bhilore.

That one day….

That one day …
There is that one time always comes 
in everyone's life.
For me it was that day.
One half of me felt like drowning attempting to go down..
Other half was trying to hold on …
What was happening? 
I was just unable to interpret.
I do encounter such situations very often.
 Sometimes I feel low..very low…
That not even my own self could get me back …
           That day, Level of positivity from the angel started decreasing ..
and 
the devil appeared from that imaginary arena ..
he hold my hand tightly… 
Discarded smile on my face 
and took me on a journey of past ..
Depth by depth all good things, beautiful moments started disappearing…
It absorbed every single fraction of energy from my body…
With those bleary eyes and body finally I reached at that graveyard ….
As soon as we reached there,
those buried wrong decisions, 
mischiefs, misleading behavior 
started appearing like phantoms.
They were threatening me ;
making me believe
 that I am the culprit!…
Sound of every single beat of my heart couldn't reach to my ear… 
At that time, some previous recordings started playing into my head -
You are just worthless, unlucky,
boring, uncool, Selfish…
Honey you are a liar,  pretender..
You are untrustworthy, unreliable!!..
You are coming back to us 
because you are all alone? 
Look at you, how irresponsible you are!!..
You are the one who performed tragedies till now !
Oh tomboy! Just look at yourself how fat you have become nowadays…
OMG! you doesn't fit into the criteria of beauty! …
Oh please ,don't please others!…
It's too late to grab opportunities which you missed deliberately….
Man you overlooked your own dreams and close ones 
just for having that one …?…
Look at those happy people out there who are doing great in their life..
And with a sharp focus achieving heights which they wished for …
My dear Lamb, 'I think you are an idiot
and 
the world's famous foolish person who haven't done 
anything incredible yet' !
@You -How should I deal with you ?…What you want me to say?
@You -Just leave... Leave this world.. Don't wanna see you again*…
I Breathed deeply and heavily …..
Hey you! … A voice of my mother stumbled me !!
And that realm just squandered somewhere ….
Blink away tears...
Soul searching until next time⚡🌈❤💙💚 ….
~With pure love and light from Bhagyashri Bhilore 😊💕.

Sensitivity :The Legend’s Symbol

Sensitivity is one of the personality trait that people possess. It is the ability to respond towards the physical stimuli or to register small physical amounts or differences. It can also be defined as the Ability to respond to affective changes in your interpersonal environment. These are all the predefined definitions that we have. What else we are desired for?
You will get to know…
Being sensitive towards things and people may lead you towards a deeper understanding of them. It gives a taste that other people cannot test. It connects you within you. We could say it as the seventh sense that we have. It is one of the best gift that life can give us. So being sensitive towards everything isn’t harmful until you have the property of elasticity to regain the real you.
Even in electronics, to build a circuit we choose or we look for the electrical components which can sense even the minor changes to make precise observations. So why don’t we choose it and accept it as our character to lead a life in a more stronger way.. To understand and love the nature unconditionally.. Get more closely to it and Stay tuned with the Self💕…
So Be Proud of You🤗…
– Bhagyashri Bhilore

A letter to dear nature….

Appreciation of Real God Father…..Immersion of his well wisher…

Dear Nature ,
I don’t know whether you know me or not . But I see you every day and night .. Every morning you look so fresh .You are full of oxygen , which makes us inhale fresh air and keeps us healthy .You know what, when the sun showers light on small small dewdrops which sit on your baby leaves; you shine like pearl! I just can’t take my eyes away from you ..You look just incredible , amazing ..When that cold , peaceful breeze blows from you; you dance through your foliage.. ohh that green colour ,that colourful and different types of flowers of you make me incredulous and spreads happiness throughout my body ..You know what this ostracise makes me move with your beat …
In the morning, when you bend sunlight around hills or mountains I grin and call you as well-favored ..And I think because of that diffraction pattern you look handsome …
At night , I see your sky which is full of stars and the beautiful moon …My god when you smile towards me by twinkling stars, I die every time, what a killing smile .. It’s like you brought them for us from heaven …
Your trunk always implies me that you are so strong but I know you have faced so many storms, still you are facing against the biggest disease of the world called as pollution. I know your battle has started . You are defending yourself against such artificial devils by sinking chemical compounds which are noxious to us .
We know dear that you are providing us different kinds of delicatessen ,you are helping us to manage our very basic needs ,you are protecting us from the strange cosmic world by developing sheild around us ; which we call as atmosphere …
Dear ,because of your ancestors our life started , our evolution took place then due to their development by taking so many efforts …Even they burned themselves very badly … Later due to formation of water they survived and we took birth there for the first time… How bountious you are !! You are too bighearted I have never seen anyone like you … Because of this quality of yours I fall in love with you every second …
So don’t worry now we all are with you . I hope every human being is taking cognizance of your suffering, because you know what, somewhere we know the reason behind our recent as well as future suffering ;it’s your agony . I must say we will take at least one step by planting more trees ,by taking care of water resources , by decreasing all kinds of pollution and by protecting your kids ( Animals ) …
All the best for your future . We all love you so much and we will take care of you .
Thanks and regards,

Your well wisher
(Miss. Bhagyashri Bhilore)

एक अनकही दास्ता…

कौन अपना और कौन पराया समझ ही नहीं आता। नकाब ओढे सब है खड़े पर उनका उठाकर खुदका वैसे ही रखें या खुद का हटाकर उनका वैसे ही रहनें दे???
जलन महसूस होती हैं या दिल टूट जाने का दर्द?? पता नहीं!अपने ही जब आपसे झूठ बोलने लगते हैं, तब अपने और पराये में फर्क ही मिट जाता है। जैसे गाढ़ा दुध और पानी संमिश्रित होने पर फर्क नहीं भापा जाता।
मन की उस गहराई तक जगह देने के बाद समझ आती हैं ये बात की वे इस लायक ही नहीं थे! तो दुख होता है। चूर चूर हो जाता है वो विश्वास जो शायद ही एक तर्फा था। लोग कहते हैं उम्मीद मत रखो वरना रिश्ते की नींव गिरने का सबसे बड़ा कारण वहीं बन जाती हैं। क्या ये सच है? हम तो मनुष्यप्राणी है तो एक दूसरे की सिर्फ समानता का स्वीकार करने के साथ-साथ हम सामने वाले की विभिन्नता को स्थान क्यों नहीं देते?? बस एक बुराई के कारण अगर हम छोड़ दें रहे हैं तो बुराई हम में भी हुई।
हर एक झूठ के पीछे सच्चाई छीपी होती हैं, मीठे बोलो के पीछे सच्ची कड़वाहट और हसी के साथ दर्द। दोनों अपनी अपनी जगह पर सही होते हैं तो गलती किसकी हैं? सामने जाकर ये पूछने जाये तो उल्टा हम ही बहोत बार दोषी बन जातें है। भले ही हम पहले की गलतियों से सुधर गये हो तो भी। चूप रहकर शांति से आगे जो महाभारत चल रही होती है वो देखे या आवाज उठाकर उसके पीछे की सच्चाई उगल वाये और उन्हें हमेशा हमेशा के लिए खो दे…. समझ नहीं आता। वैसे भी सच्चाई उगल वाने से कोई फर्क नहीं पड़ेगा। तो खुदके स्वाभिमान के लिए मन ही मन उनको त्याग के अपने लक्ष्य की तरफ आझाद पंछी बनके उड़ान भरना ही सही होगा। वरना वो तो दर दर की ठोकरें देने के लिए तैयार ही होते हैं।
तो चल पड़े अपने खुबसूरत सफर की तरफ सारे लोगो को आझाद करके और खुद को माफ करके…